I feel sidestepped. I feel that I have tried to be the most honest, most reliable, most trustworthy person ever. I feel that I work towards being a very understanding person and able to be spoken to by anybody, but all I ever witness is avoidance. I feel I am nothing in my social environment, and I feel like all others around bypass me. I feel that you fail to see me for who I am, and you only see others for how you think you know them. I feel that I am so much, yet you and many others only favor what is so little. Why don’t you see me? Why don’t you ever need me? Why don’t you grow up and understand? You will never know, and I, mah friend, will always have to endure what I do know, until one time someone can finally see what is true.